Fool in the Rain

I’m having a difficult time lately. I feel like I’m losing myself. Losing whatever passion I once had for certain things. I’m glad I’m taking that next step in furthering my education and attempting to finish school. I also found a job finally. Which is a blessing. But everytime I think about working and going back to school, I shudder. I cannot stand the idea of not being with Hunter everyday. Not working the last year and a half has been wonderful. I’ve been able to watch him grow. It’s been so great. I missed so much right after he first born from working all the time. I missed first steps, first words, first everything. I absolutely hated it. And now, all I can think of is how much am I going to miss now?

I get it. I know. Parents work all the time. It’s a staple in a money hungry society. Growing up I never understood how women could “just be a stay at home mom.” And now, now I know it’s more than “just.” It’s such an amazing thing. I just don’t want to miss out on some other first of his. I hate the idea of someone else raising my kid. It breaks my heart. But, I know I don’t have much of a choice.

I just have so much going in right now. Life is just a whirlwind.

yslaurent:

VISA GIFTCARD GIVEAWAY
Giveaway ends on June 6th at Noon EST.

3 seperate $50 valued Visa Gift Cards will be given away randomly to 3 different winners. Winners must abide to the rules and regulations.

Rules and Regulations

1. You must reblog this post. However, do not reblog more than once or you will be disqualified.

2. You must follow yslaurent during the duration of the giveaway. It’s easier to see who is genuinely in it and also helps me keep track. You of course may unfollow once the giveaway has ended.

3. You can ‘like’ the post for an extra chance to win but it isn’t necessary.

4. You must have an active blog. I will disqualify anyone who makes an account just to enter. If you have more than one active blog, please only enter on one account.

5. Anyone may enter. Visa giftcards were purchased at Walmart but can be used at any merchant that accepts Visa.

Winners

Winners will be chosen using a Random Number Generator. They will have 24 hours to contact me back after I contact them through their ask box. If they don’t, runner-ups will be chosen just in case. I will announce the winners on my tumblr for everyone to see sometime on June 6th in the evening.

READ THIS PAGE http://yslaurent.tumblr.com/visa BEFORE ASKING ME ANY QUESTIONS. ANY QUESTIONS I HAVE ALREADY GONE OVER WILL BE IGNORED.

I am not affliated with Visa. More information regarding the use of gift cards can be found here.

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yslaurent:

FOREVER 21 GIFT CARD GIVEAWAY

ENDS ON MARCH 9TH at NOON EST.

RULES:

You must be following yslaurent.

You must reblog this.

You may also like the post. However, reblogging more than once is an automatic disqualification.

All tumblrs must be active blogs. I had people create side tumblrs with absolutely no posts in my previous giveaways. They will not be counted in the giveaway.

Anybody can enter, including outside of the United States.

WINNERS:

2 winners will be picked by using a random number generator on March 9th. Winners will be notified and announced on March 9th. Winners will have 24 hours to message me back with their address.

Before asking me ANY questions including why I am doing this giveaway, read the information given here: http://yslaurent.tumblr.com/f21